Publication Date
Spring 5-4-2026
Document Type
Photograph
First Advisor
Luehrs, Amy
Degree Name
B.F.A. (Bachelor of Fine Arts)
Department
School of Art and Design
Abstract
Jeaneliz Martinez is an artist who decided to challenge herself to confront personal insecurities by placing her own body in front of her camera. What initially stemmed from an inability of looking at herself without the feeling of disgust became a central point of exploration within the work.
This series is exploring Jeaneliz’s ongoing struggles with mental health. Using self-portraiture, she captures moments of vulnerability, tension, and introspection, while also addressing the complexities of healing. Each image functions as a visual fragment of her journey, reflecting both the weight of past experiences and the effort required to move towards self-acceptance. By positioning herself as both a subject and creator, Jeaneliz reclaims the control over her image and the narrative. The work resists ideals of perfection, instead prioritizing honesty and emotional authenticity. Ultimately, the series becomes a space where discomfort, visibility, and growth coexist.
Her work is influenced by the works of Amy Luehrs, Odette England and Tabitha Barnard, Jeaneliz’s practice explores storytelling, identity, and emotional vulnerability. The work becomes a space in where discomfort is not hidden but held, allowing visibility and growth to exist side by side.
Recommended Citation
Martinez Maldonado, Jeaneliz Marie, "I Taught Myself to Feel Nothing" (2026). Student Projects. 82.
https://huskiecommons.lib.niu.edu/art-studentprojects/82
